never again

i sit here staring blankly at your picture
i wait alone for you to call
i hope with all that i am that its not over
never again you said
never again. really, where did that come from
how easily the words slipped off of your tongue
i sit here just staring out my window
i wait for you but you never come
i hope that one day i will be able to breath again
its not easy being discarded
to have onesself valued so cheaply
i wonder if you even knew
if you knew how much that i loved you
i sit here, head in my hands
i wait, my heart spilled out at my feet
i hope that never is not too long
i realize now that never is forever
never again to see, to touch, to hold
my whole world now awash in black
i wonder, will you remember me