my heart

my darling, my love, asleep in my arms
my heart you have captured, enthralled by your charms
kisses so sweet, so tender, so pure
the face of an angel, so beautiful, demure
eyes dancing with light like the stars in the sky
skin silky smooth like a rose, or the wings of a butterfly
a voice like an angel when you call out my name
in my arms say you'll stay always, safe with me here remain
your body a wonderland filled with delights
gives light to my days, sets fire to my nights


our love

candlelight burning, casting shadows over the room
you and i dancing naked, lost in each other arms
a mass of tangled sheets and flesh, our bodies intertwined
sweat mingling, skin pressed hot against skin, each aching for the others touch
the smell of our passion hanging thick in the air
mouth heavy on mouth, tongues searching, hungry
we gaze into each others eyes, trembling as our passion washes over us
all that we have we freely give, i am yours, you are mine, we two now one
oh, but to stop time, to stay here in this moment with you forever
our love, at once sweet and pure, a burning flame
for you i burn, in your arms i burn, i burn for you always


beautiful, your face aglow in the moonlight as we walk along on a warm summers night
enchanting, starlight sparkling in your eyes, gentle breeze cools our skin
elegant, your body, lithe, graceful, like an angel come down from the heavens to bless me on this night
spellbound, i hang on your every word as you weave a web around my heart
mesmerized, as i taste the honey from your lips, times stops, there is only me and you
enraptured, skin so soft and sweet like petals from a rose
breathless, my heart no longer my own but yours as i loose myself in this moment with you


never again

i sit here staring blankly at your picture
i wait alone for you to call
i hope with all that i am that its not over
never again you said
never again. really, where did that come from
how easily the words slipped off of your tongue
i sit here just staring out my window
i wait for you but you never come
i hope that one day i will be able to breath again
its not easy being discarded
to have onesself valued so cheaply
i wonder if you even knew
if you knew how much that i loved you
i sit here, head in my hands
i wait, my heart spilled out at my feet
i hope that never is not too long
i realize now that never is forever
never again to see, to touch, to hold
my whole world now awash in black
i wonder, will you remember me


my escape

sitting here in a crowded room surrounded by family and friends
everyone smiling, happy content
content with the life that they have chosen
life, or would it be more aptly described as death
a long slow death that they are languishing in
they peacefully walk through their days
blissfully unaware of the cancer that is eating away at their existence
why cant i be more like them
why am i so unwilling to take my place among the flock with the rest of the sheep
why is it that I'm always left wanting more
typical for me as of late i find myself drifting away
like some lonesome cloud floating lazily along on a cool summers morning
to my escape from this mundane existence that i find myself wallowing in day after day
my thoughts again turn to you
you are my distraction, my beautiful distraction
wondering what you might be doing
is your day going well
do you ever think of me
my flower in the midst of this desert that has become my life
are you even real or just some apparition that I've conjured up to help give solace to my weary soul
my body aches to hold you, if only for a moment
your eyes, always your eyes, drawing me ever deeper into this web you have spun for me
to taste the honey dripping from your sweet lips
to feel your soft warm skin pressed close to mine
the smell of your hair as in gently kiss your neck
my desire for you is insatiable
my lust for you cuts me to the core
each moment spent, leaves me yearning, wanting for more
ever wanting, always out of my reach
left for dead, you found me, tucked neatly away in the inner most reaches of my heart
you breathed life back into my drowning soul
restored my spirit, gave me back my zest for living
made my existence immeasurably more bearable
made me smile 



shelter me woman from my tired and troubled mind
lying tranquil in your arms, peace now i know i will find
anxious thoughts abound, coursing through my tortured head
calm, cool waters beacon, found from inside your bed
weary, scarred and battered, life's many battles seen
your gentle eyes they soothe me, my soul has been made clean
our lives so very different, yet in many ways the same
entwined we two in passions dance, no regrets, never knowing shame
all i am, this moment yours, drink your fill from my cup
made whole by your touch, strength renewed, bolstered, again i rise up



come away with me my heart
slip out into the darkness of night
let the fireflies light your path
run away with me if only for a moment
lets fly away from here and swim naked among the stars
no worries, just you and i, carefree
lets dance breathless thru the constellations, two now one
lets go find your star
we can lie there safe in each others arms
watch as the world spins lazily in the distance
no longer burdened by its weight
moon beams caressing our bodies as we make love in the light of 1000 suns
come away with me my heart